MY SELF

I closed my eyes,
felt a silhouette standing
Keep pondering deep,I said;
May be there is something inside

The wandering mind & soul
never agreed,
They are the conflicts of my imagination
one thing is true, they co exist
which completes me.

I have no ethnicity, still
i wander for my group
why is it??
Again the conflict of human nature.

I was born to this hell
i left the calm behind.
The sound of deception,deceit
started ringing in my head,
I cried for first time........

As i grow the claws,
started tighten.
Innocence!!!
i never realised what it was

Pace of life showed
no love.....
Deception,dejection,deceit
mind gets rusty.

Now again i stand,
with eyes closed,
To find eternity
to finally rest in peace..........

THE ASHES

i sat with emotions exploding

was pondering about things i did

what made me to do those things?

i keep on searching for an answer
my mind was blank,it wandered

i felt loneliness from stares i got;

blindness was creeping to my eyes

i realised i lost my crediblity.
oh god! i gasped,i stared to sky

i felt i was searching for heaven

there also i failed,pitch black;

shiny droplets roll down my cheeks.
my heart broke,no more feelings;

i was walking like a zombie.

oblivion

hi guys
my name is sreeraj. am doing my eng frm National Institute of Technology, which is home for more than 4000 souls. Here we r trying to understand the complications of engineering, but sadly we never succeeded in that. This is my first blog; am in the state of oblivion.so u guys can expect more from me pretty soon.