THE ASHES

i sat with emotions exploding

was pondering about things i did

what made me to do those things?

i keep on searching for an answer
my mind was blank,it wandered

i felt loneliness from stares i got;

blindness was creeping to my eyes

i realised i lost my crediblity.
oh god! i gasped,i stared to sky

i felt i was searching for heaven

there also i failed,pitch black;

shiny droplets roll down my cheeks.
my heart broke,no more feelings;

i was walking like a zombie.